
Well, that was a bit more of a blogging break than I had originally intended. I stayed in Siesta Key, FL, with my boyfriend, Carlo for three days last weekend. (Is there a better word for a long-term, committed but non-married relationship? When you’ve lived with someone for three years, it feels odd to still call them “boyfriend”). I had blog posts all scheduled, and thought that I would write the next week’s posts on Sunday. But Sunday also happened to be Father’s Day, so after lots of family time, I was too exhausted to write anything. Then I had three days of all-day work training, leaving me even more drained. So forgive me for not writing any posts this week, but I just did not have the energy with everything else going on.
So now, on to telling you about my awesome vacation!

Swimsuit: Target, Sandals: Old Navy
Siesta Key Beach is absolutely gorgeous! It was kind of bittersweet to be here, because I know that the oil spill is lurking out there in the Gulf. It hasn’t come this far South yet, but no one really seems to know when it will get here and when it will get cleaned up. I tried to savor my time at the beach as much as possible, because I don’t know how much longer the water will be this beautiful.
On the happier side of things, this was one of the first times that I really didn’t feel negative about my body in a swimsuit. So many times before, I’ve dreaded wearing swimsuits, but I found one that flatters me and that helped a lot. But more than that, I also feel more confident. It’s not an issue of accepting or masking certain “negative” areas of my body to me any more. I have curvy hips and thighs, and that doesn’t bother me. It’s how I’m made, and I’m not trying to fight it. I eat nutritious foods, I exercise my body, and I try to take care of it with products that are good for me and the environment. I’ve finally come to the point where I really recognize that I don’t need to fit into a certain image or body shape. I am who I am. I am made in a completely unique shape and size, and I love that. Seeing this picture and not immediately worrying over my “flaws” helped me to realize that I’ve finally come to a really good place in my self-perspective.

Back to the vacation. Do people play shuffle board in other states, or is it a Florida thing? I’ve always associated playing shuffle board and being at the beach, so Carlo and I played a rousing game with our friends who were also staying in Siesta Key.

Keens

Carlo action shot! (Shuffle board is exciting, people)

That water is so pretty. I really hope that this oil mess gets cleaned up soon.
I’ll wrap up my vacation recap with Part 2 on Monday. Stay tuned!
